Have you ever thought about who really are true to you? Who would make an effort to stay in your life? Who actually cares? Honestly, I've been thinking about it a lot, until recently. Because of past experiences, I really found it hard to trust someone totally again. People come and go in our lives, and really, when they go, I take way too long to get over it. How is it possible that, someone who talked to you 24 hours a day, joked with you, heard you out when no one else did, whom you advised so often could suddenly become so distant to you, that you two could walk by each other and barely acknowledge each other's presence. That you couldn't stand a metre from each other without feeling awkward. That you had nothing to talk about anymore. Like we never existed in each other's lives before. As if we were strangers. The thing is, I can't stand it. Really. It brings me down everytime something like this happens. Trust is shattered over and over again. It goes to the extent that it tears me apart. And when new people come into my life, I can't help but worry that it would just be another recurring cycle, that it wouldn't last long. Yes, I worry about when we graduate, what would happen then? What would happen to 2e4? What would happen to 4s2? Honestly, 2e4 isn't as close now as it was before, and we had only separated classes, not schools. We can still see each other daily. If such a minor separation already causes us to drift so much, what would happen when we don't get to see each other on a daily basis? Until a little while ago, I was really really upset and stressed over these. But as time passed, I realised that, maybe not all friendships are like that, maybe there's hope in it after all. My cousin recently went to Thailand with his sec 2 classmates, and he's already 24! 10 years and still going strong. Maybe I could be like that too. And... If they are really true to you, they would bother making an effort to stay, not only that, they would stay and become closer with you. If they don't, then I think that they aren't worth the worry. So yes, I trust my friends completely now, and if they choose to ever leave me, I respect their decision, and wish them all the best in life. So friends, if you ever decide to leave me, please lead a happy life and know that I love you and I appreciate all the memories that you've given me. ^.^

Last MLA(Multi-level activities) for my secondary school life ended yesterday. And honestly, it was really fun! Gonna make this really quick!
Day 1:
Fine dining at breeks/ Titanic exhibition/ Cartier exhibition
Fine dining was stressing, really, the instructor kept going,'stomach in, chest out!' and we had to eat in really weird ways! Honestly, I think it'll benefit us next time if we go for formal events.
MBS next. The titanic exhibition was next, it was an eye opener. If you haven't went for it, I would recommend you to go if you liked the movie! Cartier was good, but I didn't know how to admire the stuff there, so idk how to really rate it.
Day 2:
Sports elective/ Cartooning
For our sports elective, there were several choices we could pick, namely, in line skating, archery, windsurfing, dragon boating, golf, bowling and fencing. I picked archery. The e4 girls were there too! It was amazing, though slightly tiring. The coaches were really fun. Okay, I've had very little interest for art since young, so cartooning didn't really appeal to me. Plus, it was after the sports elective, so many off us were really tired and we were practically sleeping.
Day 3:
Career day!
REALLY GOOD! The heels were painful, but bearable. Took many photos with everyone and I had lots of fun! Posting photos below!

0 comment(s) / 10:40 AM

Another camera app intro. Yes you would have noticed that I'm a camera app junkie. This time, the app's called 'Fotolr PS' okay whatever, the name sounds weird but the app is amazing. Like, if you want to do a complete makeover, see yourself in different coloured eyes, hair, eyebrows, eyelashes, facelifts etc. Not gonna show any steps, but I'll post the before and after pictures at the end of the post. It's really cool because it actually looks realistic, so you can actually fool someone that has never seen you before. Cool huh? Try it! ^.^
Tried out highlights, brown eyes, lipstick, whitening, facelift and blush in the photo below.

0 comment(s) / 5:10 AM

Disclaimer: Emotional post ahead, don't read if you can't relate with me.
Sometimes I wonder, is it possible to miss something so much that your heart aches? Yes, it's possible, for love. No, not bgr love, but just plain, innocent, uncomplicated love.
I remember the times when we were in sec 1 & sec 2 as if it was yesterday. Those memories, they are priceless. And I wouldn't trade them for anything in this world. Yes I might seem like a little girl who doesn't know anything at all, but it's me, deal with it. I remember our Cambodia trip like it happened this morning, when we were all teary eyed and unwilling to part with the orphanage. I miss those times, and I'm really sad that I can't relive them, but that's what keeps me going, the ups in life. Perhaps I'll take those amazing stories and tell them to my grandchildren next time, and they'll live their lives with their amazing memories and pass it on to their grandchildren. Well, I can really relate to Taylor Swift's Long Live, because that's what I think, but I can't express it. I hope that even when I've grown all old and wrinkly, all my amazing friends and I can still be having amazing times and fun. And those times in sec 3, when I made new friends, friends that I had shared secrets with which I haven't told anyone else. I guess, that's what bonds all of us. Trust. It all boils down to that. And I've always wondered why people would like me, and I haven't really gotten the answer. But I guess I don't need it, it's enough the way it is. And if you're reading this, thank you, for always being there when I need you, even if you're bloghopping or not very close to me, thank you.
~~P/S: I know the photos are too big, will edit when I use my com to blog.~~ DONE

Labels: Memories

0 comment(s) / 3:43 AM

Countdown to Christmas with Calista, missed her so much! It's been long since we last met for Christmas countdown! Christmas party at Calysta's yesterday. Fun fun fun. Calysta drunk was funny. Love everyone for all the Christmas gifts! And I would like to do a special shoutout for Charmaine who is going to give me a belated SNSD diary for christmas! Thanks idiot! And thanks to everyone for all the gifts and love! I am blessed to have such awesome friends and family. Merry Christmas!
P/S: xinyi's birthday today, happy birthday couz! <3

AWESOME GIF.

Saboteur!

Milk tea + Coke Ugh.

Shermaine, Me and Yongzhi

Calysta, WHY SO BLUR?

Pretty girls.

Yongzhi, Shermaine and I


This girl is seriously blur.

Thanks guys!

Labels: Christmas

0 comment(s) / 9:38 PM

Have you ever got that feeling of wanting to colour your hair but it's during a school term or when your piggy bank is almost empty from that last shopping trip?

Fret not, for this very amazing app is called Hair Color Booth will satisfy your desperate girly needs!

There're 2 versions, the free one, which is the one up there, and the full version, which costs only USD0.99. It has a wider range of colors and no watermark(I think). But since I'm a cheapo, I use the free/lite whatever you call it version. Not gonna show you the steps to do b/c I'm to lazy to, so I'll just post the pictures.
Example #1

Original.

Colored hair!

Colored hair + Highlights


With some effects from MXTT(You would know about this app if you had read my older post)

And viola! It's ready to go!

This takes less than 10 minutes to do if you have fast fingers, and even if you don't, it only takes up at most 15 minutes! WOW right?

Example #2

Original(I'll talk about the eye mask later!)

Colored hair + Highlights.


Editing from MTXX, and it's done!

Just a little tip, if you're planning to further edit the photo after adding the colored hair with effects, don't use dark themed effects as it will not bring out the hair color! If you've noticed the 2 samples up there, the last photo(which is the one that I've added in effects), all have bright themes! You can also choose to increase the brightness, it works too!

Yes, I've said that I'd talk about the eye mask, didn't I? This eye mask was a free sample I got quite some time back and was too lazy to use.

Since my eyebags were becoming increasingly annoying and ugly, I decided to try it out, I mean, no harm trying, right?


This photo was taken earlier in the day, before I used the eye mask, LOOK AT MY FREAKING EYEBAGS.

So, since I was free and had absolutely nothing to do, why not try the mask?

Camwhored a little while doing the mask, you're supposed to put it on for about 10-15 mins, but I overdid it because I lost track of time and put it for around 20 mins.

THE EFFECT WAS IMMEDIATE.

(Sidenote: These are completely unedited photos!)

Wow right! Eyebags reduced by 90% and I'm not even exaggerating! Though you can't see it, I can feel the skin around my eyes to be more radiant and softer though this is the first time I'm using it! Be sure to use it the next time you have stubborn eyebags!

Labels: Eyemask, Hair Color Booth

0 comment(s) / 11:38 PM

I realised today that Charmaine is really the only one I can talk to. Nobody else can replace her. Thanks for always being there for me <3 I love you!!

UPDATE:
This was not posted by me, Charmaine hacked into my account using my phone!

Twitter!